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in the tiniest photo fame that appeared out of nowhere, i fixed my passport size photograph, taken just before the trial. mamu thought it looked very neat. then i told her something that didn't make her very happy. my objective behind putting it up- i realized, if i met sudden death, i wouldn't want them to put up just any photo for the samvedhana. i'd like to look nice there. there are things related to death, that i hope will be my way. for instance, i hope i'm wearing my favourite lingerie and my favourite Woodland's moccasins, when that happens. i hope there isn't any rain. and i hope they won't leave me at Pashupati but feed me to the animals or something. maybe the zoo. Zawlakhel zoo is in pretty bad shape. the animals there need moving. maybe my flesh will instill a little anger in them and they will rebel.
i'm angry. at several things.
right now, at having to get up at 4 in the morning and ride to work next to the man i loathe.
therefore, this morbid post
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in the tiniest photo fame that appeared out of nowhere, i fixed my passport size photograph, taken just before the trial. mamu thought it looked very neat. then i told her something that didn't make her very happy. my objective behind putting it up- i realized, if i met sudden death, i wouldn't want them to put up just any photo for the samvedhana. i'd like to look nice there. there are things related to death, that i hope will be my way. for instance, i hope i'm wearing my favourite lingerie and my favourite Woodland's moccasins, when that happens. i hope there isn't any rain. and i hope they won't leave me at Pashupati but feed me to the animals or something. maybe the zoo. Zawlakhel zoo is in pretty bad shape. the animals there need moving. maybe my flesh will instill a little anger in them and they will rebel.
i'm angry. at several things.
right now, at having to get up at 4 in the morning and ride to work next to the man i loathe.
therefore, this morbid post
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